Ascending Journal part 5: Mysticfella

What is insanity?

December 18th 2018

This night at 00.30 (EET+2) I arrived to my town of birth, the “city” of Tampere from my current temporary residence; a hipster town of St. Gillis of the City of Brussels, in Belgium. I am sure I was in the Finnish air space already on the 17th of December (this is a note to my travel incidence provider). I took a taxi to my grandmother´s place in Hervanta and now woke up after short period of sleep.

I was ascending with the attitudes given to me by the Ishayas.

Now I’m writing this.

It has been quite hard for me to focus lately. When I write to focus I mean to focus in general and also focus in the brahmacharia way, the actual meaning is to focus on essential (Unity), not just the commonly known meaning the celibacy,  in my case…

After having a shower soon. And after having my breakfast, I’ll have a doctors appointment. She will evaluate wether I am eliged (read crazy enough) to receive benefit for psychotherapy from the Finnish public incurance Kela. It really is a great system.

I have been a bit strange all my life. Here’s a mystical tribute to the film Goodfellas (1990) by me and my good friend Juha Mäkinen. It was made almost 3 years ago.

click or touch the pic to watch the video

EUPHORIA BROS. PRESENTS

This documentary is based in real experiences

INT. HOUSE – NIGHT

SSS is behind a camera at his childhood home.

SSS (to a cat behind a window)
Just stay on penalty, just stay on penalty

SPORTS ANNOUNCER ON TV
The wall wasn’t made of styrox. It was concrete or granite in the Finnish way

SSS (V.O.)
Well, as far as I remember I always wanted to be a universe.

MYSTICFELLA

Tuesday
Jan 5th, 2016
11:37 am

INT. CAR – DAY

SSS (V.O.)
That day was not supposed to be particularly busy but I had a busy feeling since I had been awake meditating all night. We were driwing with my father from the old hometown towards Helsinki.

Sami and his dad are driving past Osuuspankki.

SSS
I still have an account there.

DAD
Hippo!

SSS
I might have 10 cents there, if even that. Or I do not know what there is!

Sami is placing a bet on a hockey game on his cell phone via national gambling site Veikkaus.

SSS (V.O.)
Today, Today I was certain that I will win the hockey bet. Do you know why? The Universe allows it out of respect.

INT. SAMI’S APARTMENT – NIGHT

The hockey game is on TV. Sami eats while watching it.

SSS
For sure, I do like this! Take this put it here.

Sami puts some Finnish whipped porridge in his mouth.

SSS
And then Russia makes a goal. When I eat Finnish products Russia goes down. When I eat products that symbolise Russia Finland goes down. I mean. How did it go?

Sami cheers by pumping his fist while chewing some weird food.

SSS:
Modern mystic… or then a dude who is totally off the wall!

INT. SAMI’S APARTMENT – NIGHT

We se a computer screen announcement of the winnings of 44 € in the hockey bet.

SSS
I won, 3-3! Fuck when I should have gambled on 3 but I have also gambled on 4-4. I knew it! I knew I will win! Hey here it is; what was it?: The Goodfellas.

JUHA (behind operating the camera)
Yeah that!

SSS
I am not crazy! I am just mentally ill. Bye!

INT. SAMI’S APARTMENT – NIGHT

Sami cries while blowing out a black candle wearing a red blouse.

After these events Sami went straight to a weekend retreat and didn’t speak there at all

WRITTEN BY JUHA MÄKINEN & SAMI SALMINEN (c) 2016

End note to this little post on the evening of 22nd of December at Vammala, Finland.

Yesterday I had a consultation from a seer who said I once was something else in past lives. I won’t type the info here in case I want a confirmation from a different viewer.

Today I received a Veda Jyotish consultation and it seems from the first glimpse of it that I am going to be a millionaire in 2032. That seems very nice! However, In order to do that I need to avoid total freedom = non attachment.

om namah shivaya

Sami Sampo Salminen
(on his 33rd birthday, the same age the famous carpenter supposedly died)

Appendix: a slam poem by Orion Abrams

I am not good enough

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